Emo song…T.T

November 15th, 2007 by sexaydevil

Jose Mari Chan - Beautiful Girl Lyrics

Beautiful girl, whenever you are
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door
I knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again
   you said ‘hello’ and I turned to go
but something in your eyes left my heart beating so
I just knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again
c/o
It was destiny’s game, for when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to fine that you were gone
wherever you are i fear that i might
have lost you forever, like a song in the night
now that I’ve loved again, after a long, long while
I’ve loved again
*repeat c/o
beautiful girl, I’ll search on for you
till all of your loveliness in my arms come true
you’ve made me in love again, after a long, long while
in love again
and I’m glad that is you…
hmmmmm… beautiful girl..

I’m a tough cookie thanks to all u sohai who made a better person today!!!

July 29th, 2007 by sexaydevil

I know u guys got read newspaper rite???
I dunno whats all the hype about the stupid teacher who punishes her students by telling them to submerged themselves in bacteria infested pond water

HYPE meaning all the f***ing idiots who supports her…Ppl who wrote in to newspapers saying that youngsters nowadays are damn spoilt and that during their "era" their parents support teachers disciplining them…

OOIIIIII!!!! their era is like what??? 50’s/60’s ??? Now is modern times la bloody hell!!! if u want to compare with last time, my as well all those girls who gets pregnant before getting married go and "cham chu loong" (drown) them…

IDIOTS…they f***ing do not understand what mental torture we (spoilt brats) will go through!!!!!

I’ve grown up to become a person who does not have any f***king respect for MOST teachers in my primary and secondary school (except pn.musetah,pn.che mah and pn.yong) after what i have gone through…

SCENARIO 1
When i was about standard 2 or 3 i was my class monitor. So after recess the teacher did not go into class, so i wanted to go look for her la… I just step out of class and stood at the corridor. THEN!!! the teacher from the next class, called me into her class and FUCKING SLAPPED ME for going out of the class… WTF!!!!!

SCENARIO 2
When i was in standard 6 I had really ugly hand-writing so my english teacher (cannot remember whats the bitches name already) told this other teacher (the same bitch who slapped me when i was in standard 2/3)…SUDDENLY!!! that bitch who slapped me called me into her classroom and scolded me for my ugly hand-writing (U F***ING BITCH…my ugly handwriting is because of my motor system not functioning properly…CAN??? and u’re not even my fucking english teacher) she also said they i was spoilt and disrespectful and made me say sorry to my english teacher and re-write the whole essay (all because of ugly hand-writting???) oh yea…she also slapped me again…

In high-school its more about verbal abuses la…like i’m hopeless because i’m into performing arts (I was in science stream) and i’m a bimbo because i’m more talented than smart and I’m too westernised and i’m too drama queen…(suddenly its a crime!)

My self-esteem and confidence suffered…All that while I thought that It was my fault that the teachers hate me…and I was useless…

Only after I got into college that i felt respected and gained back my confidence…The lecturers treated me with respect and they dun simply misjudged ppl (the difference of a high educated person compared to a low educated underpaid person)…I’m now best friends with my lecturers.

Now I realised that it was never my fault that i was hated, It was their fault for hating me…I hate my self for letting them effect me…

Damn!!!It sucks being hot and famous…It was a lesson in life i’ve learned…I’m not gonna let any sohai bring me down anymore…

Note:The bitch who slapped me is Pn.Jothi…langgar her with ur car if u see her walking on the street…o yea she has a fat and ugly daughter called Kasturi…

I’ve got nothing against ppl who are unmarried mothers or gets pregnant before getting married (Its ur choice…and i respect that…I’m nobody to comment)…It was just an example

Sexay Devil is B-A-C-K>>>With a vengeance!!!

July 27th, 2007 by sexaydevil

Yupe…I’m still alive and kicking

will update about my life thus far in my main blog by sunday night

www.xanga.com/sexaydevilpreach

promise promise promise

hohohohohoho

I just got my heart broken… A PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT

July 1st, 2007 by sexaydevil

Wow!!!I haven’t been blogging 4 two months…

yupe i just got my heart broken

watch youtube and read china press<<<<I was the girl who cried

yupe i was "one" of the lucky malaysians who had the opportunity to be part of the luo ye gui gen MV world premier

budden……Haihz…..got watch and read the two references above la

and if u guys realize……there’s no more stuff about lee hom on my friendster…

FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I SHALL ONLY BE HIS SUPPORTER (NOT FAN)…I SHALL ONLY GO FOR HIS EVENTS WHEN I’M FREE (I BLOODY HELL BOUGHT A RM 28 HOMANIACS T-SHIRT…AIN’T GONNA WASTE IT) AND BUY HIS STUFF(CD, T-SHIRT,ETC) IF AND ONLY IF I HAVE THE MONEY.

It is not worth it to sacrifice so much over someone….14 months of love, countless amount of cash and time.

Haihzzz…Hey I’m givin up not becoz of the confidence issue here…it’s about the dissapointment issue…I’m still damn fucking sure i can kalah-kan any gurl….whether its physically or mentally

can someone give me a tutorial on xanga???

May 2nd, 2007 by sexaydevil

Oh wellz…..i’m deleting my xanga….too damn difficult to maintain 2 blogs

check me out on Jaclyn Victor’s MV "Satu Harapan"

coming out in 2 weeks time me thinks….heheheheheh
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My eyes looks sooo chink-y next to jac’s big eyes with falsies

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Don’t ask me why i’m so tanned (it has something to do with my lil bro’s sports day) check out my smooth legs tho…Muahahah

I shall be a devil no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!Tho occasionally is okay…when no one is watching…TEE HEE…

April 16th, 2007 by sexaydevil

I, Sarah Low May Poh, the future wife of lee hom, pledge to quit cursing

whenever i have the urge to curse…i’ll count from 1 to 10 or start meditating

Aum…..Aum…..Aum…..

Friend:Yea right!!!!!!!!!!

Me:Yes i will……………..i really really will….***meditates***

the significance of a wedding

April 13th, 2007 by sexaydevil

A wedding gown is white becoz it signifies a virgin bride.PERIOD.

I dun give a fuck about what you say but I am the hebat-est!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

April 6th, 2007 by sexaydevil

I feel damn stress wei…..

Have you hated any bitch that no matter how hard you try you’ll never be better than her in any way???

Fucking hate the feeling…

especially when stupid ppl do not see the kebitchy-an in her and flock at her feet

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

I beh tahan!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway this is the 3rd time in my 19 years of life i’ve felt this way

nobody can be more hebat than sarah coz sarah is the hebat-est!!!!!

Message to Miss Zoe Soh Yin Peng….

April 3rd, 2007 by sexaydevil

Dear miss Zoe,

I had dinner wit mr johnson wee coz I’m "special"…..and

He thinks I’m hot!!!!!!

and he’s a winner becoz of that…

all winners have good taste…..i’ve gotta say…..Muahahahahah!!!!!!

Thank you for ur enquiry

From

Miss syiok sendiri

Johnson Wee and I

March 31st, 2007 by sexaydevil

Dear Soh Yin Peng,

Don’t you just want to kill me?????????

Muahahahahah…..i had dinner with Johnson Wee…..literally tho not technically

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Hot me and Johnson…..I have admit that he’s kinda cute

note:boyish cute kinda cute not OMG-he’s-soooo-my type kind of cute

note:I’m actually taller than him…..he was wearing shoes with 3-inch heels